Friday, March 4, 2011

Family

I am truly, truly grateful for my family and the amazingly wonderful people that they are.  I have been having the hardest time with my father and him accepting the way I lead my life.  After much stress and nights thinking and days spent in quite contemplation I finally just had to accept what was.  Today I went to visit my grandparents, while I was there my aunt came by as well.  While sometimes we don't always get along it was nice to talk to her and hear from her and my grandparents the acceptance I had been waiting for.  They knew the insanity that leads my father and helped me to see past the bad in my father and to tell me that I am doing a good job and to not worry so over my life.  They helped me talk through and decide upon some of the actions that I will be having to make.  It was nice to hear from them some of the same things I had been thinking about in my own life.  It is also good to know they have my back against a slightly stressful father.  In general it was nice to talk to some one who know and is not directly involved with my life.  Someone to list and to not judge, who loves me, and yet understands and be objective in talking to me.  Not directly invested in my life course.  Thanks to all my crazy wonderful family members that make up my crazy beautiful wonderful life.

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