No Good Very Bad Long Day

It all started when I woke up this morning around 6 am with a terrible migraine.  I then drove down to Layton to donate plasma.  Upon arriving I find out that I was low on some sort of protein and it was unsafe for me to donate and I had to go all the way back home.  Total waste of gas.  I try to go back to bed but can't sleep because my headache hadn't gone away.  There's nothing to eat in the house except for ramen and bread and I didn't really want either, so I don't eat anything.  Which doesn't help the headache.  So I then proceed to waste the rest of the day by watching endless episodes of Bleach.  Around 3 I finally decided I should do something, so I vacuum the house before I leave for work.  While heading to work I hit every red light, everyone either wants to cut me off, or drive me off the road.  Meanwhile the headache still hasn't gone away.  By the time I get to work I'm so ticked off want to tear somebody's head off.  I end up snapping at several of my co-workers who decide it was funny to tease an angry woman.  Then I feel bad because I yelled at some one.  The rest of the night was one crazy spinning blur of pizza, people, and pain.  My headache doesn't leave until about 7:30 after the onslaught of customers.

I was supposed to be off around 8 so that I could then go to my friend's that night.  Come to find out she's sick so I didn't go.  Then one of my co-workers isn't feeling well so I told him I'd cover for him for the rest of the night.  I get off around 10:30 and look outside and it's snowing, again.  I decide to take the long way home and avoid the freeway, because they won't plow it till tomorrow.  I then proceed at 25 mph all the way home.  When I'm most of the way home something happens to top off the whole day.  As you come along 1900 W the road eventually turns into just a two lane road.  Some idiot wasn't paying attention and was headed right for me and I mean right for me.  So I swerve to avoid him and I hit somebody's trash can.  I am not joking.  I hit that sucker and, POOF, the thing goes flying into the air.  Luckily the thing was empty.  Can you imagine if the thing had been full?  I didn't even bother to stop.  I just kept going.  Now my front passenger light is out and the mirror popped out of the mirror casing. Yay, for a fantastically awful day.  Now I shall watch some more Bleach and the sleep.

I've decided to make a list, a list of all the fictional characters that I have had a crush on since before I could remember to now.  I try to put a reference with the character.

Here is my list (not in any particular order):

• Mr. Darcy from Pride and Prejudice
• Edward Elrich from Full Metal Alchemist
• Gilbert Blythe from Anne of Green Gables
• Batman/Bruce Wayne
• The Beast from Beauty and the Beast
• A. William Wagner from Avalon High
• Bardon from the Dragon Keeper Chronicles
• Goku from Dragon Ball
• Kyo Sohma from Fruits Basket
• Rei Kashino from Mars
• Howl from Howl's Moving Castle
• Prince Derek from The Swan Princess
• Izumi Sano from Hana Kimi
• Izark from From Far Away
• Kail Mursili from Red River
• Syaoran Li from Cardcaptor Sakura and Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicle
• Yami Yugi from Yu-Gi-Oh
• Cloud from Final Fantasy VII
• Vincent Valentine from Final Fantasy VII
• InuYasha
• Ageha Yoshina from Psyren
• Drizzt Do'Urden from R A Salvatore's books
• Takumi Ichinose from Nana
• Domyoji Tsukasa from Hana Yori Dango
• Hanazawa Rui from Hana Yori Dango
• Hercules
• Gui from 1/2 Prince
• Briareos from AppleSeed and AppleSeed Ex Machina
• J. Max from 100% Perfect Girl
• Gaon Gil from Can't Lose You
• Westley from The Princess Bride
• Nawat from The Trickster's Choice and The Trickster's Queen
• Princes Caspian from The Chronicles of Narnia
• Choi Taek Gang from H2O
• Leon Rosas from First Girl
• Neo from The Matrix
• Will from Firelight
• Arlen from The Painted Man
• Rand from The Wheel of Time series
• Henry from Austenland 

That's all I can think of for now.  I'm sure there are more.

Male Friends

So this is probably a really bad trait of mine.  But I really like being around guys.  Like at work and school and 90% of my friends are male.  Like the other day at work when these guys came to set up our new security system, I had a ton of fun talking to one of the techs.  And  I'd rather be talking to my guy friends than my girl friends.  Is that weird?  I don't know. Maybe it is just my personality, because my sisters are not that way and my girl friends too.  I seem to thrive in the presence of men.  It is very strange.  My conversations with them seem to be more complex and interesting than the frivolous conversations of girls.  Don't get me wrong sometimes I like talking to my girl friends but most of the time I'd rather be with my guy friends.

GGGRRRRRR!!!!!!!

Sometimes I feel so lost and overwhelmed with life.  I hate feeling so useless.  I just want people to leave me alone.  GGGRRRRRRR!!!!!  I just want to scream!  When my dad talks to me I feel like I've been weighed and found wanting.  I just want to cry and scream and bury myself under a rock.  Or maybe under the world.

BlackVeil

So there's this totally amazing book called Blackveil by Kristen Britain and I want it.  It came out today.  Sad thing is that the library wont get it for awhile and I don't want to buy the hard bound because I own the other three in paper back and I really don't know if I can wait for it.  I've already waited 4 years for it to come out.  So I went to Hastings today to look at it.  Sigh, I really want it!  I may end up going to Hastings and spend an hour in a corner just reading the book.  Is that wrong?  I don't think so.